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July 8th, 2008

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Two whole wheat waffles 140 cals 6:00am
4 bottles of water
1 Apple 55 cals 12:00pm
1 nutrigain bar 140 cals 12:00pm
1/2 fat free yogurt 70 cals 2:00pm
walking 3/4 mile
1/2 Beef Pattie w/ cheese 150 cals Dinner
corn on the cob 66 cals Dinner
200 crunches, weight training

just another fat day!

July 7th, 2008


Okay so this is my food for the day:

1 cup cherrios (honey hut) 118 cal
1/2 cup fat free milk 43 cal
1 cup coffee 5 cal

Applebees Shrimp and Spin salad 210 Cal

Chicken Breast 211 cal
Corn on the Cob (cant resist) 130 cal
Total 717 cal

Calories burned
Work - sitting computer work 544 cals

Workout- not sure what I am going to do yet i am still trying to convince boyfriend to go to the gym tonight!

September 17th, 2006

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Uhhhhh!!!!! So I am ready for the day...maybe! I have a my food planned out for today. I ate yogurt for breakfast, two cups of coffee, maybe three depending on how i feel. For lunch I am going to have salad. And then for dinner, I am not sure yet, maybe some whole wheat pasta. I am also going to workout later. So lets hope I stick to all of that.
I really want to go shopping, but I know I shouldn't. I need to study, but maybe I will take a little break and go!
Oh I am so excited, I asked my mom if I could get an early birthday present of dance classes, and she said Yeah! So I am going to go this week and then make sure I can get signed up and begin! I am really excited about it and it should be a ton of fun!
oh well I guess I should start studying so I can go shopping!

September 13th, 2006

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I'm over it..i'm over it all!

I no longer want to be here, but I don't want to be there!
I don't want him, but I don't want him to go.
I don't want to be bothered, but I don't want to be left alone.
I want it, but I know I shouldn't.

I want everything to be clear.
I dont' know what I want!

March 26th, 2006

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I kind of wish I had not come back up to school so early! I am getting agrevated by my roomates. I don't know why...wait I do. I am more aggrevated with one than the other. It seems like she is always trying to make me feel bad about my self. And I don't really understand why someone would want to do that to someone else. It seems like she is always ready to tell me that my life sucks, and she is so lucky because she has such a great life. Well I think she is just masking some problems. Maybe her life isn't so great, but that is okay, no one's is. I don't know...I just want to go to sleep!

March 25th, 2006

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So I am back at school and I am some what happy about it! I don't like it that I am here alone, well one roomate is here but we don't really talk, because when I am here by myself I tend to eat more. I have been pigging out like crazy lately! I am so ashamed of myself, usually I have more selfcontrol!

I baked some cookies for a friend tonight, her boyfriend is leaving for Iraq on Monday, and I feel really bad for her.

I got a dietary Supplement today from GNC. I am actually kind of excited to take them. I start tomorrow. I also bought some organic chocolate chip brownie cookies, tonight at the store!! I would suggest them to everyone!! They are amazing!! New favorite food!! As you can probably tell I am on a new health kick! But this one is unlike anyone I have been through before! I am just handling it differently, which is a very good thing.

I think I am going to work out tomorrow too. I really need to! I worked out Friday night at home, I ran on the treadmill, and lifted some weights.

well I guess I better get some homework done before my roomie comes home, once she is here, I won't want to do a thing!

March 15th, 2006

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is it weird that i have cried everyday this week at least more than once?


i got blamed today for not talking to people, although if i had talked to them, I would have been mean so I chose not to, go figure, i guess that is the way things work out.

i want to fly to a deserted island and be left alone for a week...

March 14th, 2006

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I am so fed up with school and everything!! I just want to go home!

I realized what a nervous breakdown is, cause I had one last night. Although last night was certainly not the first time I have ever had one. I get them quite frequently, which I don't think can be a good thing.

I also realized another pet peeve of mine, people who are insensitive. I can't stand it!
I was in a bad mood, overall crappy day, and so I just went into my room to be left alone. And I get attitude for it from my roomates! They go, "Are you mad at us?" in that accusitory voice, not a caring voice. But to add to that she goes, "or are you just in one of your moods?" What the hell kind of question is that!!!!!!
Okay I understand that I am being kinda reculsive and not really talking to anyone, but so what. I could understand them getting mad at me if I was being mean to them, and blaming them for somethig, but I wasn't I was just in my room doing homework.
I just love how it gets turned back around and I get blamed for my bad day!

Do people really think I choose to live a life full of bad days? I can't do anything about them...so please stop blaming me!

February 26th, 2006

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I want to scream!!!

one of those days again....

You know when you have everything planned out and then one little things sets it down the drain? Well that's happened. Today was supposed to go a certain way, and it hasn't and now I am in such a bad mood.
I don't feel like doing anything anymore....
I don't want to go to classes anymore, they are really getting on my nerves. I can't concentrate on the work.

And old friend started talking to me last night. He keeps saying, "Why don't we go out for dinner on friday." And I keep telling him no..I don't know maybe I will go out to coffee with him. Not sure...

I hope this week goes by super fast!

Something to look forward to:
David Gray concert in 3 DAYS!!
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